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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

2:03 AM


Everyday I'm reminding myself to breathe. At times, I think I've got the hang of it.. and I feel as if I'll make it. But then there are times where I'm gasping for air, and I feel like it's all too much. This is the definition of "overwhelming", and I really hope that this is for the best.

It's hard not knowing, and that's where I am. Part of me is on one side, and the other is stuck. I guess love isn't enough, but God.. I wanted it to be. I wanted to raise our daughter together, get married, give her a brother in the future.. all of that. We were going to live together, and life was going to be just as it should. Except now I guess that's not what was meant to be.

The greatest love that I have ever known is coming to an end. It's taking the life out of me, but I have to move on. I can't be selfish and I can't just give up. There's a little girl who needs me day in and day out.. and truth be told- I need her too. So much.

I just wish that when I looked into her eyes I didn't see you. It breaks my heart every time.. even though there's not much left.. it kills me.
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WHO I AM;

Rachel
Nineteen
In love
Proud mama





MY MUSIC;


HOW I FEEL;

Broken

MY PAST;

August 2007 l

JUST REMEMBER;

Everything will be okay in the end;
If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

LAYOUT;

Thanks Jenn :]